a colorful mess

Dear Rhian,

It is getting late, but I don't care. My mind seems to be way too preoccupied to wanna switch off. Tonight, I decided to take my paint again. And create, express, talk in a painting way whatever was going through my mind.

I don't consider myself as an "great artist". I don't believe in competition when it comes to art. I don't think art should be a competition in the first place. I think everyone should be true to themselves when they make whatever they create. And not make something with the motivation of showing the world how great they are. Or how better they are from the other - even if the competition is done in a friendly way. Many artists have become that.

This is probably why I love your art so much. You way of expressing yourself. Because you make it for you. I love your honesty. Your boldness. Because no matter what the other person might think, you still make. And you still create.

This is why. You're my favorite.

You see. These past few days have changed me a little more. life is so fragile. And because life only holds to a breath, I want to live everyday as if it was my last. And if today is my last, then I want the world to know that they should have you as a friend. For you have enriched my life. And I know that you enrich many lives around the globe.

I was thinking of you today.

I miss you.

Good night - because you, hopefully, are sleeping.

for flo

this is an ancient celtic prayer, flo.
one that gets me through most days :)

As the rain hides the stars,
as the autumn mist hides the hills,
as the clouds veil the blue of the sky,
so the dark happenings of my lot
hide the shining of your face from me.
Yet, if I may hold your hand
in the darkness, it is enough,
Since I know that
though I may stumble in my going,
You do not fall.

love you x

photographs and memories

lovely :)

i know you're still there...

... but i miss you. and so. i take pictures thinking about you. self portrait and feet. loving you my dear. xxx

ON TV

here you are my friend. looking as beautiful as ever. and glowing away a beautiful shinny n' sparkly glow. i love you.

happy travels

hopefully by the time you read this you will be home :)
and this picture has nothing to do with my post. i just thought you might not have seen it if you don't check my flickr :)
love <3